just another tuesday...

Well here i am tuesday before going home, want to go home but then again i don't really want to aswell. A well no say in the matter. Please please please pray for me coming back through custums i just dont' have a very good feeling about all this! And my visa when i come back will come swiftly i really would be gutted if i miss my road trip with Laura and matt because i had some hitch.


For some reason i really don't feel in the Christmas season but i guess thats because its been insanely busy. But im sure that will come all soon enough.

Had a fantastic evening last night playing video games (getting my violent streek out). I decided I actully do like worms just was having an AHD moment. The whole buzuaka and target missels was definatly a highlight of my week. Hmmm me thinks i may have a problem with agression and violence floating underneath the surface. Oh yeah and love tekken even though im rubbish and get beaten all the time i just love fighting games....

Went to Que pasa yesterday nice restuerant but not really mexican food. The pictures in the toilet'os (yes so cheesy...) were very frightning never been to the toilet with a mexican man staring at me. (though mexicans really don't look like this weird psycho...) Then i went for a bit of a wonder with Jo through the shops. I'm going to miss simon loads but im very glad if anyone is coming that its Jo. I somtimes ponder what the new year will bring but who knows other than the God of course. I'm very glad that God is God and i am not. because He's got it striaghtened out in. even and especailly when i don't always know why He does stuff. And one day He will take care of this horrifing horrific problem.... the HAMSTERS... they scare me i go to bed thinking are they really sucking my brian out....(or is it just me falling asleep) who knows....