My stupied mouth,

"Oh its another social casuality score one more for me. We bit our lips she looked out the window, rolling balls of napkin paper, i played a quick game of chess with a salt and pepper shaker. And i could see clearly a line was drawn between what was good, what just slipped out and what went wrong. Im never speaking up again it only hurts me, id rather be a mystery. Ill never speak up again starting now...."-John Mayer putting into words what we all feel when we say somthing stupied... which for me is usually on a daily basis....

So its been a over a month and a half. Hmmm doesn't seem alot has happened since other than a few big things.
-Had a fantastic second 21st birthday party!
-My mum's coming over the end of march and we're going on holiday to ireland.
-Going to Rome with Tony,Jenny,Dave, Emma, Pat, Ray and Rachel.

-Went back down to Exmouth for a few days for Laura's birthday it was wonderful seeing everyone again other than the fact i was tired, had the start of a whopping cold and was so confused by all the conflicting emotions of being back in what was my home for two years.

-Going to london this weekend for my friends Birthday

-Had my first date in an embarassing long time. A random thing we had some mutual friends since if your a christian in Bristol you seemed to be interlinked somehow.Anyway it wasn't bad he's a really sweet guy tall and drives a motorcycle.But he was so boring. No intrests what so ever.Basicly our convesation revolved around jobs since thats the only thing he does... work...*Sigh* Lets just say im more than happy being single at the moment. Especially if the alternative is being in a relationship with someone that relatively nice looks but im so bored with its would be a struggle to spend more than a few hours with.